.fernie.
frens
benjaboo*
chenxi*
chunwai*
chowtee*
herbert*
javier*
* Saturday, August 07, 2004 *
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been slackin the whole dae... wad am i up to? so restless... so not in the mood to study nor go out... and tmr gonna be out for the longest balloon-chain makin event for guiness book of records. crazy... 930am to 6pm. thats like so gonna be tiring! stop complainin lar huifen. okok. are things comin in my way? i duno... wanted so much to stay at home on national dae but have to go mom's stall to help out cos my freakin brainwashed bro is takin the dae off. haiz. when do u expect something from someone? when's he/she is someone special? i guess so... whenever u go shoppin or walkin arnd, u see something... and wad's the 1st thought u will have? wad/who does it remind u off? issit that someone? actually, human beings are all the same. be it female or male. they juz have a different way of expressing themselves. a guy n a gal dun have to be gf or bf to be in love. they can be very great frens to love each other. BUt, does such love exist? am i being naive? lemme find the answer... god noes. -u raise me up so i can stand on mountains, u raise me up to walk on stormy seas, i am strong when i am on ur shoulders, u raise me up to more than i can be- Many of my frens arent able to do it... it isnt easy to be juz plain good frens of the opp sex. how can both of them juz purely be frens n not develop any feelings betwn the two rite? its either one of them will fall for the other one. and wad happens nexT? the other party will love back out of sympathy. why does this always happen? why does the gal feel jealous when the guy has a gf or vice versa? does it mean the gal is in love with that guy? i mean its like... are all these supported by scientific reasons? or some theories? or issit juz uncontrollable feelings? wad's love? its committment, responsibility, honesty n trust betwn 2 ppl. but at this age, are we suppose to have such commitment n trust? sometimes, its best not to look so far ahead. it might scare u... really. then, wad's the point of havin a relationship so young? im afraid of breakin up with loved one (if i have) at the age of twenty plus... it will be SO TIRING for me to find romance n start everythg again... build up the confidence within myself... and finally testin the love... wad if i marry the wrong person? wad do ppl take marriage as now? get married one dae, n divorce after a while? this is all like so bullshit. superficial. i juz wan a simple family. ok lets come back. im thinkin too far. way too far. im lost in ur paradise... how much i long for the care & concern, do u noe? hmmm... does that ring a bell? longin to say this to him/her... n nv had a chance? many a time, we duno how to tell the other party how we feel... cos we might be too shy or dun have the courage to do so. maybe u're like me... wrote so many letters but all without stamps. hopin they wld be sent to that person, tellin him how i feel. nah... no pain no gain. do sth abt it then. sometimes, we're uncertain abt how ppl feel... and y dun we juz open our mouths and ask? humans are juz like that. hai... i really duno. maybe we shd juz talk n talk to the person... somehow lettin them noe how we feel... so that we wld be in lesser pain. well, i hope thats the wae... ... ...
been slackin the whole dae... wad am i up to? so restless... so not in the mood to study nor go out... and tmr gonna be out for the longest balloon-chain makin event for guiness book of records. crazy... 930am to 6pm. thats like so gonna be tiring! stop complainin lar huifen. okok. are things comin in my way? i duno... wanted so much to stay at home on national dae but have to go mom's stall to help out cos my freakin brainwashed bro is takin the dae off. haiz. when do u expect something from someone? when's he/she is someone special? i guess so... whenever u go shoppin or walkin arnd, u see something... and wad's the 1st thought u will have? wad/who does it remind u off? issit that someone? actually, human beings are all the same. be it female or male. they juz have a different way of expressing themselves. a guy n a gal dun have to be gf or bf to be in love. they can be very great frens to love each other. BUt, does such love exist? am i being naive? lemme find the answer... god noes. -u raise me up so i can stand on mountains, u raise me up to walk on stormy seas, i am strong when i am on ur shoulders, u raise me up to more than i can be- Many of my frens arent able to do it... it isnt easy to be juz plain good frens of the opp sex. how can both of them juz purely be frens n not develop any feelings betwn the two rite? its either one of them will fall for the other one. and wad happens nexT? the other party will love back out of sympathy. why does this always happen? why does the gal feel jealous when the guy has a gf or vice versa? does it mean the gal is in love with that guy? i mean its like... are all these supported by scientific reasons? or some theories? or issit juz uncontrollable feelings? wad's love? its committment, responsibility, honesty n trust betwn 2 ppl. but at this age, are we suppose to have such commitment n trust? sometimes, its best not to look so far ahead. it might scare u... really. then, wad's the point of havin a relationship so young? im afraid of breakin up with loved one (if i have) at the age of twenty plus... it will be SO TIRING for me to find romance n start everythg again... build up the confidence within myself... and finally testin the love... wad if i marry the wrong person? wad do ppl take marriage as now? get married one dae, n divorce after a while? this is all like so bullshit. superficial. i juz wan a simple family. ok lets come back. im thinkin too far. way too far. im lost in ur paradise... how much i long for the care & concern, do u noe? hmmm... does that ring a bell? longin to say this to him/her... n nv had a chance? many a time, we duno how to tell the other party how we feel... cos we might be too shy or dun have the courage to do so. maybe u're like me... wrote so many letters but all without stamps. hopin they wld be sent to that person, tellin him how i feel. nah... no pain no gain. do sth abt it then. sometimes, we're uncertain abt how ppl feel... and y dun we juz open our mouths and ask? humans are juz like that. hai... i really duno. maybe we shd juz talk n talk to the person... somehow lettin them noe how we feel... so that we wld be in lesser pain. well, i hope thats the wae... ... ...