.fernie.
frens
benjaboo*
chenxi*
chunwai*
chowtee*
herbert*
javier*
* Saturday, October 02, 2004 *
ok i was woken up by my bro. came n look for his digi watch n cam. duno where he goin sia. then end up i go and watch BANAnaS in PYjAmAS at 7 am. ! i actually dreamt of a lizard last nite k! i even dreamt that the lizard jump onto me ... n so happen i was opening my mouth to talk, and the lizard jump rite in! GROSS! i woke up with a shock. u noe... wad i scared most iS lizARDS! cos when i was young, sth tragedic happened. then another close encounter with lizard wa during sec sch time. both incidents happened with my eldest bro! aiyah he also scared of lizards lor. LOL. =) actually guys are like gals, they r humans. of cos, they will also be scared of some living things laa... take for eg, my classmate, PAuL... he so scared of snakes... and the soccer ball! JUZ LIKE mE! =) still rem that dae play soccer during PE, he actually say "na nah, quick take the ball! -with the look on his face-" then the guys kp scaring him. poor dude. HAHAH. =p
haha. im so glad that beverly got kicked out from the idols... but wait, jeassea sun seem the case. i actually feel like crying when she sand her farewell song lor. sob sob*. JERRy shud have been the one! he's shocked himself lor. maybe his frens are juz too nice, so they voted for him. =/
waitin for 8am to come, so i can go watch some 5566 show on ch56. LOL. erm... gonna study todae. thou feel like swimming. haiz. IM SO goNNA play after exams. slack, and swim! *giggles*
im so happy, im so glad... that i forget so many stuff. u noe sometimes im really glad time heal all wounds... or maybe u can say, time change the wound. it cant possible erase every single memory u had with that person. but, it does actually make u less aware of that person's movements n stuff. one fine dae, u will be living happier, with or without that person, u sure feel good.
to those who are still strugglin to forget memories, to forget a person, to kick away the habits u made, my word is ... time will help you... its juz a matter of time. of cos, durin this period of time, u must too help urself. Dun think so much of the past, look forward n walk on... its like... nobody gave u up, and u shudnt be giving urself up. Its certainly cruel to for me to say "no point remembering n caring for someone who doesnt care abt you". wadever for rite... he may mean the world to me, but im juz a gal in his world. So, folks... no matter how much u try, how hard u work for, he will juz probably treat u as a normal frren. so, why not find someone who treats u as how u treat him? well, i still havent found anyone tat can love me as much as i love him LOL. aiyah still young mahz. zzz. rite? =)
haha. im so glad that beverly got kicked out from the idols... but wait, jeassea sun seem the case. i actually feel like crying when she sand her farewell song lor. sob sob*. JERRy shud have been the one! he's shocked himself lor. maybe his frens are juz too nice, so they voted for him. =/
waitin for 8am to come, so i can go watch some 5566 show on ch56. LOL. erm... gonna study todae. thou feel like swimming. haiz. IM SO goNNA play after exams. slack, and swim! *giggles*
im so happy, im so glad... that i forget so many stuff. u noe sometimes im really glad time heal all wounds... or maybe u can say, time change the wound. it cant possible erase every single memory u had with that person. but, it does actually make u less aware of that person's movements n stuff. one fine dae, u will be living happier, with or without that person, u sure feel good.
to those who are still strugglin to forget memories, to forget a person, to kick away the habits u made, my word is ... time will help you... its juz a matter of time. of cos, durin this period of time, u must too help urself. Dun think so much of the past, look forward n walk on... its like... nobody gave u up, and u shudnt be giving urself up. Its certainly cruel to for me to say "no point remembering n caring for someone who doesnt care abt you". wadever for rite... he may mean the world to me, but im juz a gal in his world. So, folks... no matter how much u try, how hard u work for, he will juz probably treat u as a normal frren. so, why not find someone who treats u as how u treat him? well, i still havent found anyone tat can love me as much as i love him LOL. aiyah still young mahz. zzz. rite? =)