i've reached the trough of the philips curve. depression.

i've become a pig. sleep eat, eat sleep. wad can wake me up?

oh baby, why would u hurt me so long... hurt me so long... pls let me noe... nan guo shi ni liu gei wo de xian suo.

yesterdae nite my hp flooded with missed calls n sms. my fellow sailors are out in de sea by now. enjoyin the water splashin on their smiling faces, busy figuring the direction of winds, carefull sailing round the buoy marks (not gettin entangled with the buoy), wad about me? drained completely.

thanz xiong gege for ur regards.

the more i listen to wo de cuo, the more i feel like cryin. it reminds me of THIS RELATIONSHIP. the lyrics. so meaningful. it talks abt the guy asking the gurl for another chance... but it was all too late...

plane juz left, u chose to leave this place of misery
forgetin the pain i've given u. learnin to be stronger.
the old me duno how to appreciate.
u sacrificed ur frens, even givin up ur dreams for me.
u lose ur hopes gradually.

could u pls give me one more chance to love u whole n dear.
i'll listen carefully to every little things u say.
i'll learnt to control my temper,
not to make u angry.
treat u good n nice, believe me
i'll love u.

i wan our r'ship to start afresh.
return to the past with no quarrels.
wad can i do to stop u from suffering.
why do i onli learn to treasure onli after i lose u.
when u lie beside me, u supported me quietly.


THIS R'SHIP that let everyone down. that makes most of us teared. i hope we can all return to the past. den, at least, its happiness instead of sadness.



i forgot to sae that i saw Darius yesterdae. he was cyclin arnd still rd. he still looks the same to me. still lookin like a monkey. =/ wonder if he's still with theresa.