.fernie.
frens
benjaboo*
chenxi*
chunwai*
chowtee*
herbert*
javier*
* Sunday, January 23, 2005 *
pls look outside ur window... the sky is very bright tonite... the moon is very bright... and its kinda full. there r some stars... but todae's sky not very gd for viewing stars. hmmm kinda romantic to shang yue with ur frens or partner...
loneliness is not to be. i went to parkway alone. i duno wad got over me. but maybe i've grown up or wad. i nv used to be such an independent womun. i must bug frens or at least humans to go somewhere with me... even toilet, or bustop or buy food at canteen. todae i jus went to parkway alone n walked arnd ... i mean i went there for a motive... that is to buy nailclipper for Honey. den walked arnd... helped the 2 rascals buy chocolates. walked arnd to find organisers! BUT cldnt find... all so ugly de. i was walkin arnd giant... cldnt find the section with instant noodles. noob lor me. wanted to go home n have dinner... but then everytime i walk, i will pass by the shops which i always go last time... then now if i dun go in, i'll have to wait another wk or weeks or so to... hence, i stepped into Sam's pet shop... its wonderful. i wasnt lookin at fishes. cos i hate fish. they are so COLD. u cant possibly bring ur fish go drink kopi with you, or a walk. zzz. i was lookin at the dogs. LOVELY. they r sooo poor thing. i remember that time i visited that pet shop with melody... the same dogs were there. arhg. so poor thing. its like.. they onli have the METAL COLD (NOT COSY AT ALL) CAGE. no soft pilllow or linen to lie on... locked up to be viewed n disturbed. WAD THE HELL. i saw jack russels... pure white. not as lovely as honey. but still, they have a heart beating! one of them has a skin comin off at the nose area... i looked at her, feelin so sorry for her. i cant bring her back. why cant some ppl juz buy them home! and pamper them, givin them loads of nice food, nice shelter n warmth... a little better life! saw the same Sharpei n Siberian Husky in the cage... WHY? pls bring them home, somebody! urgh. end up i arnd 9pm then got home... too late to eat dinner. so forget it.
i ran n ran to catch ur back view but i realised im in a different world with you. i could have given it up but i tot it was my last chance.
wad the fuck is wrong with gurls who complain that they are FAT when they are NOT! fucking hell. dun lemme hear u say that when u are not fat ok. skinny like a bamboo but still say fat. she wan me to smack the weighin scale in her blardy face or jawbones? ARSE HOLE. BITCH. FUCKIN B-I-T-C-H.
When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love.
Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love.
Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love.
If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.
When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love.
You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you cannot avoid that person's special attraction. Atthat moment, you are in love. While you are reading this page, if someone appears inyour mind, then u are in love with that person.
why do u still appear... -sigh-
dreams are my reality... i wana continue dreamin... dun wana wake up to find u missing. too lost to think, too much to handle. smile... kp smiling... somebody might be fallin in love with ur smile...
loneliness is not to be. i went to parkway alone. i duno wad got over me. but maybe i've grown up or wad. i nv used to be such an independent womun. i must bug frens or at least humans to go somewhere with me... even toilet, or bustop or buy food at canteen. todae i jus went to parkway alone n walked arnd ... i mean i went there for a motive... that is to buy nailclipper for Honey. den walked arnd... helped the 2 rascals buy chocolates. walked arnd to find organisers! BUT cldnt find... all so ugly de. i was walkin arnd giant... cldnt find the section with instant noodles. noob lor me. wanted to go home n have dinner... but then everytime i walk, i will pass by the shops which i always go last time... then now if i dun go in, i'll have to wait another wk or weeks or so to... hence, i stepped into Sam's pet shop... its wonderful. i wasnt lookin at fishes. cos i hate fish. they are so COLD. u cant possibly bring ur fish go drink kopi with you, or a walk. zzz. i was lookin at the dogs. LOVELY. they r sooo poor thing. i remember that time i visited that pet shop with melody... the same dogs were there. arhg. so poor thing. its like.. they onli have the METAL COLD (NOT COSY AT ALL) CAGE. no soft pilllow or linen to lie on... locked up to be viewed n disturbed. WAD THE HELL. i saw jack russels... pure white. not as lovely as honey. but still, they have a heart beating! one of them has a skin comin off at the nose area... i looked at her, feelin so sorry for her. i cant bring her back. why cant some ppl juz buy them home! and pamper them, givin them loads of nice food, nice shelter n warmth... a little better life! saw the same Sharpei n Siberian Husky in the cage... WHY? pls bring them home, somebody! urgh. end up i arnd 9pm then got home... too late to eat dinner. so forget it.
i ran n ran to catch ur back view but i realised im in a different world with you. i could have given it up but i tot it was my last chance.
wad the fuck is wrong with gurls who complain that they are FAT when they are NOT! fucking hell. dun lemme hear u say that when u are not fat ok. skinny like a bamboo but still say fat. she wan me to smack the weighin scale in her blardy face or jawbones? ARSE HOLE. BITCH. FUCKIN B-I-T-C-H.
When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love.
Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love.
Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love.
If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.
When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love.
You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you cannot avoid that person's special attraction. Atthat moment, you are in love. While you are reading this page, if someone appears inyour mind, then u are in love with that person.
why do u still appear... -sigh-
dreams are my reality... i wana continue dreamin... dun wana wake up to find u missing. too lost to think, too much to handle. smile... kp smiling... somebody might be fallin in love with ur smile...