be urself, dun change becos of another person. i AM NOT referrin to anyone. but juz some thoughts that i ponder while stonin on bus todae.


1st argument:
love someone and be urself. or u'll end up losin urself.

i duno if this sounds credible for you. but to me, i wont change for somebody. ok fine. maybe i havent met my Mr Right. but u see, imagine u are the kind who prefers chinese music, and ur bf prefers english rap or maybe classical. u see the kind of cultural clash? its like you wana go ktv n sing ur lungs out for ur some special occasion, but ur bf WANTS to go some club and shake his bootie out. u can accomodate for once or twice or even thrice... but can this last a lifetime? i think by the forth time, u wld be so pek chek u ask ur bf to screw himself. i think there's no fairytale in this world. how can u heck all obstacles juz to be with the person u love? omg. i label u naive if u still think this way in this era.


2nd argument:
low-lying > high profile

now i understand how low-profile relationships can last longer. think. u see, if im together with Mr X, and its a very low-lyin relationship... i seldom make Mr X go out with MY FRENS, and i seldom go out with Mr X's frens... den OUR FRENS wldnt have much comments to make... n not secretly go tell either me or his bad points or wadsoever. like i said, IGNORANCE IS SOMETIMES BLISS. who noes ur bf is flirtin outside, but still treatin u nice n all... and suddenly my close gf comes n tell me "hey he's outside with so-and-so kissing" ... i would be so devastated. i rather my fren not tell me.


3rd argument:
the magic words

human beings DUN like to hear the truth. like wad every gal ask, "am i FAT?" guys had better say NO. learn to say NO. remember. to certain questions, there is certain magic words. i, being a gal, I HATE GUYS who are WISHY-WASHY. u wana go out with me, DEFINE THE PLACE N EVENT. damn u. dun go round beatin the bush n say "i duno" with the blardy pathetic puppy look. i dun take those. =) i always ask my guy frens, "eh wana go where now?" they will reply "huh... hmm... up to u lor... u decide." trust me, I WIL STORM OFF N ASK U TO FUCK OFF. no actually not that mean, i will first ask u again n give u the COLD STARE, the stare that can make u feel that my eyeballs are gonna drop off. and now, u had better give me a nice place n nice answer. NOT "I DUNO..."

ok anyway, im gettin tired. dun wana waste my energy on such crap. =x

weeeee! im so proud of myself! my chem spa!!! lol. althou i think i got wrong for one blardy major calculation, I STILL ROCK. =) fernie rocks. wahhaha. the thing is, KHAIWAN TELL ME THE RATIO den i toot toot go divide the HCl vol. by two! steffie, kbb not that useful after all. :x but in all, i think its a successful attempt! it was two and a half pages FULL!!! lol. compared to my trial. ITS FANTASTIC! weee! so happy. cos u noe why. my spa trial, i onli wrote abt 3 lines. LOL. and mr tan actually wrote "A TOTAL FAILURE ATTEMPT" im like so sad... den he even questioned me why lidat. lol. anyway, stitch sucks. aiks. i suck. next time need the oxygen mask when i run. i always get stitches. eeks.

woah peng. i BL mary lim. i was sighing DAMN LOUD in class unknowingly. den suddenly the class juz turn n look at me, and mary lim stop explainin n stare at me for quite some time, AND SHE SCOLDED ME!!! she said I WAS RUDE. damn it. i din sigh so loud for nth ok. i was SAD for no apparent reason. maybe cause i was stoning. gawd like save me! but nonetheless, i felt MUCh better after sighin. even thou mary baboon lim scolded me. and noe wad? the class was gettin out of hand, and she hit the OHP to get our attention. den desmond shouted "TEAcher, later the OHP spoil!" den noe wd she did... she hit the desk instead. with a cheeky grin. GOSH! why do i have such lame n amusin tutors? TPJC juz suck.

have to chiong gp essay n math assignment le.

TMR SEA TRAINING! i feel glad to see my sea again!