.fernie.
frens
benjaboo*
chenxi*
chunwai*
chowtee*
herbert*
javier*
* Sunday, March 13, 2005 *
went to mel's place to swim/suntan juz now. den left at 3pm. tony went to pick her up. HARLOW! tony got license le. =( why i dun have bf to drive me arnd? boo. >.< but wadever ok.l im independent womun. I WILL DRIVE ARND MYSELF. arhaha. no lor. im too lazy to take the wheels. hahaa. like every sat, ensley drove us out to parkway after sailing. how shiok la. im sick of takin public transport with BIG BAG, havin to say 'excuse me' everytime i wana walk past someone. BOO HOO.
came home 3plus 4. guesss wad? i SLEPT AGAIN. so shiok. lol. everytime i slp, i make Honey slp on the bed with me. so i guess she's gonna be a lazy puppy very soon. oh oops. is she one now? hehz. i ate potato chips juz now! i think im growing much fatter. SOBS.
*long-term infactuation* lol. like... HARLOW? how many months le? =) *GRINS* i last nite dreamt of 5566! lol. LAUGH can. den in my ANOTHER dream, i dreamt of ... me havin a bf... and i super NIAM him. like woa lau! is that me? *slaps myself in the dream* ... haha.
i wish for a nice warm hug. how nice. *dream on huifen*
is it difficult to find someone who loves u euqally the way u love him/her? i think it is. no matter wad. the external factors... influencin the amt u of love u gave... and also, within ur ownself. im glad vuisin is leadin a happy life. LOL. i supposed so anyway. never really talk to him. its like... when u feel u dun love the person as much as the person love u, HOW WOULD U FEEL? u noe wad? i will feel VERY dui bu qi to him. guilt. the guilt from urself. i think for the rest of ur life, u wont forget one lor. arhgs, wad crap. pls stop readin if u find it BORIN. sorry if i bore u. but wadever la, i juz wana say all these crap out. if not, i will feel suffocated! *CANT BREATHE* lol. ahahahahha. was listenin to 933, then the song lyrics goes sth like this... "i've stopped breathing the dae u left me." AWWW. i duno why chn love songs reach out to me that much. i think its the lyrics portion. no english songs can touch u the way a chinese song can. i think chinese language is a powerful one. expresses one's feelings in a song. i din mean that english songs cant. but not to THAT extent. like in angela zhang's song, 'Wo De Zui Ai'... its goes like this, "ni yong yuan shi wo de zui ai, bu guan ai ni you duo nan, wo de xin zhi xiang shu yu ni..." if u translate to english, i think the FEEL is gone. "u're always be my dearest , doesnt really matter how diff it is, my heart belongs to you." its definitely a total different FEEL. ok say, my fav eng love song, Say It Isnt So by Gareth Gates... "say it isnt so, tell me u're not leaving, say u've changed ur mind now, dat i am onli dreaming..." not expressive enuff. agree? i mean there's really alot of nice songs out there... really sentimental ones. but why onli chinese songs have awards for Best Lyricist? Best tune some kinda thing? i still prefer chinese songs. =) like Jay chou's songs. best eg, an jing. why is it so popular? the sad tune, with nice lyrics. makes a perfect combi. ok wadever. im tired of crapping. cos bingyao is talkin to me on msn.
AND NOE WAD? congrats huifen. im gonna lose $5 on wed. cos bingyao wants to challenge me sailing. loser pay dinner. $5 worth. hmm. i asked him. he sail standard leh... (the reason behind is the bigger sail, the more wind u catch, and hence, u MOVE FASTER ON WATER). so he said... ok he let me sail standard. IM LIKe... no way! wad if big wind, i will DIE! and samore if i cap how... later uprite so difficult. i saw how abby uprite her boat (standard rig) that dae. so heavy la. pengz. so, he said. ok he sail radial with me. fair fart. like wadever ok. im so gonna die on wed. samore vincent (winson) lee comin down on wed to drive the kuku power boat... sian la. these few daes must keep doin push-ups le. SIGHS. i've this feeling i cant uprite the boat infront of him. althou i can uprite my boat in the big sea. SIGHS.
the boom is a damn HIGHLY HAZARDOUS object. steffie is seeing doctor becos she tio zham by the boom on land. haiz. hope ur medical fees not so high la... if not parents sure kp one. =( get well soon! gee.
sigh. bingyao sucks. he spoil my dae. now, he's makin me nervous. HOW AM I GONNA COMPETE WITH HIM. wahahaha. maybe i shud borrow DORAEMON'S pocket for a dae... so when i sail next to him... i can juz "RAAAAAARRR!!" scare him? or i throw lizards or wad? !!! if its Hanjing, i can throw SPIDERS! weee. but wad does bingyao scard of? *sigh* if u duno how bingyao looks like, here it is!
came home 3plus 4. guesss wad? i SLEPT AGAIN. so shiok. lol. everytime i slp, i make Honey slp on the bed with me. so i guess she's gonna be a lazy puppy very soon. oh oops. is she one now? hehz. i ate potato chips juz now! i think im growing much fatter. SOBS.
*long-term infactuation* lol. like... HARLOW? how many months le? =) *GRINS* i last nite dreamt of 5566! lol. LAUGH can. den in my ANOTHER dream, i dreamt of ... me havin a bf... and i super NIAM him. like woa lau! is that me? *slaps myself in the dream* ... haha.
i wish for a nice warm hug. how nice. *dream on huifen*
is it difficult to find someone who loves u euqally the way u love him/her? i think it is. no matter wad. the external factors... influencin the amt u of love u gave... and also, within ur ownself. im glad vuisin is leadin a happy life. LOL. i supposed so anyway. never really talk to him. its like... when u feel u dun love the person as much as the person love u, HOW WOULD U FEEL? u noe wad? i will feel VERY dui bu qi to him. guilt. the guilt from urself. i think for the rest of ur life, u wont forget one lor. arhgs, wad crap. pls stop readin if u find it BORIN. sorry if i bore u. but wadever la, i juz wana say all these crap out. if not, i will feel suffocated! *CANT BREATHE* lol. ahahahahha. was listenin to 933, then the song lyrics goes sth like this... "i've stopped breathing the dae u left me." AWWW. i duno why chn love songs reach out to me that much. i think its the lyrics portion. no english songs can touch u the way a chinese song can. i think chinese language is a powerful one. expresses one's feelings in a song. i din mean that english songs cant. but not to THAT extent. like in angela zhang's song, 'Wo De Zui Ai'... its goes like this, "ni yong yuan shi wo de zui ai, bu guan ai ni you duo nan, wo de xin zhi xiang shu yu ni..." if u translate to english, i think the FEEL is gone. "u're always be my dearest , doesnt really matter how diff it is, my heart belongs to you." its definitely a total different FEEL. ok say, my fav eng love song, Say It Isnt So by Gareth Gates... "say it isnt so, tell me u're not leaving, say u've changed ur mind now, dat i am onli dreaming..." not expressive enuff. agree? i mean there's really alot of nice songs out there... really sentimental ones. but why onli chinese songs have awards for Best Lyricist? Best tune some kinda thing? i still prefer chinese songs. =) like Jay chou's songs. best eg, an jing. why is it so popular? the sad tune, with nice lyrics. makes a perfect combi. ok wadever. im tired of crapping. cos bingyao is talkin to me on msn.
AND NOE WAD? congrats huifen. im gonna lose $5 on wed. cos bingyao wants to challenge me sailing. loser pay dinner. $5 worth. hmm. i asked him. he sail standard leh... (the reason behind is the bigger sail, the more wind u catch, and hence, u MOVE FASTER ON WATER). so he said... ok he let me sail standard. IM LIKe... no way! wad if big wind, i will DIE! and samore if i cap how... later uprite so difficult. i saw how abby uprite her boat (standard rig) that dae. so heavy la. pengz. so, he said. ok he sail radial with me. fair fart. like wadever ok. im so gonna die on wed. samore vincent (winson) lee comin down on wed to drive the kuku power boat... sian la. these few daes must keep doin push-ups le. SIGHS. i've this feeling i cant uprite the boat infront of him. althou i can uprite my boat in the big sea. SIGHS.
the boom is a damn HIGHLY HAZARDOUS object. steffie is seeing doctor becos she tio zham by the boom on land. haiz. hope ur medical fees not so high la... if not parents sure kp one. =( get well soon! gee.
sigh. bingyao sucks. he spoil my dae. now, he's makin me nervous. HOW AM I GONNA COMPETE WITH HIM. wahahaha. maybe i shud borrow DORAEMON'S pocket for a dae... so when i sail next to him... i can juz "RAAAAAARRR!!" scare him? or i throw lizards or wad? !!! if its Hanjing, i can throw SPIDERS! weee. but wad does bingyao scard of? *sigh* if u duno how bingyao looks like, here it is!