im feelin darn emo now. siam.

why. why does my heart ache. it just feels so wrong. so so fuckin wrong. dun tryin guessin if its about some relationship or about a guy. no it isnt. you wont understand. you wont fuckin understand. why. tell me in the face if im a bitch. i know. im one. at least ben tells me im a bitch. thanks. now that im labelled as a bitch. i'll be more careful. why must she stoop so low. wad's her intention. why in the world is she doin this. you're worryin me. im sad for you. i feeel so sad. it suddenly hit me that life shudnt be the way it is now. maybe i shud let go of everythg. but is it time? why dun u tell me wad i shud do? i feel so out of place now. its wrong, fucking wrong. i feel like jumping off a cliff now. (even thou im so afraid of heights.) someone, tell me wad i shud do. feeling so cold now. why. why am i even reactin this way. i would be reactin the way u do if im you. why. is it jus a norm? i question myself. life is short, have fun, kick some ass.

i just feel that i shudnt be in this situation at all.

-drownin myself in techno songs.-


hais. anyways, randomly, i prefer gays to guys. sulks.

gays > guys.
guys = jerks.
therefore, gays rock. gays not equals to jerks. and a smile for tt! =)