im thinkin of wad i can blog about... yawns. my arms are achin abit as i typed. went to gym ytd with lionel n sam. growls.

im helping my cousin's fren... foldin paper cranes... he's left with not much time left... ppl who
folds paper cranes... can contribute as well? thanks!



its life. u just have to live with it. how many times have u heard this?

how many times have u came across arguments... and u really feel like breakin down...

how many times are u willin to talk, but yet the other party snapped...

how many times have u look into the person's eyes and said sorry instead of keeping quiet...

how many times have u apologised sincerely even though its not entirely ur fault...

how many times have u helped a stranger...

how many times have u greeted someone with a very chirpy voice in the morning...

how many times have u smsed someone out of the blue jus to check if he/she's really livin well...

how many times have u surprised ur frens/family members with little gifts...

how many times u showed care n concern to anyone...

how many times u took it all instead of exploding infront of others...

how many times u tried to smile n say its ok instead of screamin at others...

how many times u buy/make breakfast for anyone...

how many times u feel that u needed to talk instead of ignoring...

how many times u took the effort to ask someone for a favour with one in return...

how many times u said please n thank you...


how is it possible...


i ask myself. stubborn is me. short-tempered is also me. change is the word... but how much can one change... 10%? 50%? 90%?

its not about how much u can change. but rather why u change... and how are u gonna change?...

change for the better. thats wad they all say.

easier said than done. thats wad many reply.

so how? are we gonna stay put at square one after many years? No. thats my answer.




change for the better, and not the worst. i need loads of things.


-patience

-be less short-tempered. (which links back to being patient)

-stay happy n optimistic all the time. (makes me wonder wad murphy laws are up to den)

-be polite to elders. even they're only 2yrs older. (>.<)

-instead of grumbling, smile n say "its ok"

-trust in anyone



love is all around. there may be ppl who snapped at you. or bitch about you. but think, there are MORE ppl concerned bout you, thinking of you as u are eating, slping or working. i was touched by the gal who offered me umbrella when i was walkin in the rain at orchard road that dae. another incident was a man greeted me Happy New Year when i served him. and another indian man who said thank you in mandarin to me when i served him. these little acts... made my day!

no matter how small ur act may be, its always visible in others' eyes.
even being courteous. soundin enthusiastic in sth... it helps. =)


if other ppl speaks bad about you, or even act infront of you, why bother? this may be ignorance is bliss. but seriously, why wana make urself suffer by botherin wad others are doin...

you can always close one eye and live ur own life.

chooose.

to.

be.


HAPPY.




be grateful with wad you have. i believe my past has made me a stronger girl. if not, a tougher nut to crack. life with the present, not the past.

a new year has began... start it right. love urself. love ur life. love the frens u have. love ur family. love the people u work with. love the animals n livin creatures arnd u.

and of course, if possible,

LOVE HUIFEN!!!!

cos she's so loveable.

my new yr resolutions.

one of it is ... canot say wadever man dot dot dot. cos dot dot dot is not a language. AHAHA. so i'll try to stop it. before she really pours water on my head.

im really not sure of wad my new yr resolutions are. but roughly they are all ringin in my head.

very imptly, i must passs my drivin tests all at one go. to save my time n money.




flipping thru my organiser for last year. gosh. i've done quite a few things.
most imptly, SAILING... haha. and getting back in contact with certain people i've lost last time. and one big thing i'll rem is i stayed up 24hrs (one whole day) for my 18th birthdae! gosh. went to sch like a zombie. and the 3 lovely cakes i had. =) thanks!!!

a year that i was so crazy in rubber duckie. meh meh in love. and blah blah blah.



before moving on to another phase of my life, i can say that...

life will never be the same again.