my dear fren...

its way too coincidental...

only you know how i feel...

if not for ur exams... we could have just gone out to drink til we drop... maybe.
maybe ur prob isnt as bad as mine. maybe. maybe. maybe there isnt any problem at all. its not their fault. its not our fault. seriously, like wad the hell. how coincidental is everything. EVERYTHG.

i dug out even more things. only to leave me feelin worse. felt like a shithead. a dumbo. maybe i should just be a normal GIRLIE girl and leave things to nature. hide myself in fairyland. never be brought back to reality.

lie and continue lying. don't be discovered.
u let me find out, that's the end of us.

i swear.


the way we are reacting, is not becos we're lackin of any confidence. in both ourselves. or our partners. its just an undescribible feeling that you know. i know. maybe there's someone out there caring for me... waiting for me... and reads my blog... and everythg i typed now will hurt the person. that's right. MAYBE is the word. how to put a stop to everythg? press the 'stop' button? i hope i can.

i dun wish to have a sleepless night.

-panda wannabe.