i see what u can do next, fucking bitch.
go get ur life, if u ever had one.
i cant stand the way u are.
neither can u. i know.
i'll just shut the fuck up til the day i cant bear anymore.
and i shall,
fuck off.

things nv got violent.
and i trust myself for being so capable.
i can and i will, if i want.
to kill you,
i'll kill myself too.


til the day im still alive, i'll thank god i have myself to blame.


you people out there don't know what it is like.
so just shut the fuck up and keep ur views to urself.
im like a lil girl trapped in this fucking world.
dont use ur colored vision on me.
cos i have no more energy to care.


the brilliant mess.