it doesnt even reflect the reality.

sometimes you just don't know what to say when everyone's so worried and hit by fatigue.
u stood there n emotion-less.




sailor girls,
i know you girls are reading this.
except my best friend.
hur.
our dearest slug, jeremy, has mentioned a bbq just outside NSC.
like the one we had last year at this time.
its the nationals for our juniors at the period of time
and jem suggests we girls go prepare the bbq.
but i told him "fuck you"
hahaha. no la, i wasnt me, fernie was just being fernie
so if u girls are interested and willing to do it, do tag or buzz me. let me know yea?

i miss ppl like ah tat. nv seen him since the last sailor's gathering
and quanwei's classic, "ni shuo jiu shi lor"
and kaiwei the dino mouth boy.
i miss every sailor.
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i miss sailing.
i miss roundin the buoy and my mainsheet gettin caught, and draggin the buoy along with me!
i miss the "kiak kiak kiak" sound when the horn goes and everyone's sheetin in madly!
i miss the downwinds that i fear! never fail to get me freaked out!
i miss the little jellyfish i see and floating woodplanks when the wind's not even blowing
i miss the rainbow we could have caught the other day
i miss the strong winds where i can keep my boat flatter than best friend cos im FAT!
i miss everyone sailing on their boat n colliding into each other
i miss the 420 sailors where they can go on trapeze
i miss the good old regatta days where we survive on just cereal bars n water!
i miss lookin at the noticeboard to check if we had any OCS n DNF!!!
i miss the pep talks we get from whoever is free to give. like kelvin, and lorraine
and finally one pep talk from our dearest loveliest horsey captain on the girls' race
i miss the nice boat parts
i miss the sail 17 3077 and the colorful one
i miss the times when we really sail n shouted "STARBOARD!!!"
or even "WINDWARD BOAT GIVE WAY"

and finally the "FUCK YOU" at the bitch's face


i miss sailing, really.
believe me





somebody, bring me to sail, will you?