when the wind comes, sheet in, ass out and good luck. dearest didnt realise she took a standard. heeled like fuck, ass all out, still heeling. couldnt helped but always laugh at her blurness. i still love you, darling. although i had to fight with that black shit 90% of the time. arghs. somehow, i'll let him win. its okay.


and one banana split, so much for my happy ending. popcorn never tasted so great with the trio digging it. don't you love me more each passing day? im so gonna post the pics (the candid ones), the ones you were falling. HURSS. and yes, u still owe me one banana split! and mr n or rather policeman, see ya sooooooon.


another week passed, i don't know how or rather wad to do. many questioned.
i thought i may run to another island and watch the sun rise n set.


and hell ya, i didnt know what were u tryin to do.
if u wana drink n fucking hell get drunk, GET DEAD DRUNK.
dun fucking hell come n disturb me.
u should just drink urself to death.
i admit defeat. u're gettin me insane.


and life isnt about just having goals n achieving it.

to me,
its about happiness.
friends is one big contributing factor. at least for now. im contented.
so, kill me.


i've had enough for the 19 yrs. im happy to go.