It was a chilly day. I stood in the rain thrice, or rather I ran in the rain thrice. I couldn't hold back my tears at all. Til now, I could feel the eyes and nose getting red and tear glands surrounding my pupil. I thought it over, it wasn't very much a deal to me since I've already been through so much. (and that i meant shite, real shite)

The day i could support myself financially thoroughly will be the day I leave home. Or maybe before that, I could have been banged by car, struck by lightning, killed by dengue fever, stung by stingray, poisoned by The Stepmother, eaten by the Wolf, raped and murdered by Ah Hao, etc. (I can't think of anymore!)


Crap. Supposedly to have a nice lunch with my darling Lemony but it all turned out a nasty one. Nonetheless, I thank Lemony for the time spent and effort in making me feel better. Each and every one of us has different problems and troubles while stepping on the different paths of our lives. I wouldn't wish to compare myself with other fortunate ones because there are many others who are leading a life worse than me. Hence, I would appreciate the life I'm leading now together with my friends and loved ones.

Thank you for loving me.