Happy birthday to Ching Hui, Zhi Bin, and Xiu Ting.


And...


Happy Birthday to me...


Received a few smses and MSN msges. Thanks JH, Peili, Ching Hui, Zhi Bin for your smses.
Thanks Anthony for your lame 13 chinese words, Yvette (who's miles away), Libing (whom I grumbled to the whole train ride this morning), Calvin Cheong ( who is keen on giving himself to me as a birthday gift), Eve ( my dearest partner), Xavier ( who's doing Rodney's AQUAFIT tmr, LOL), Junyong, Agnes, Vincent, Jeffrey, Chao Yan, Calvin Lek, Jerome.

And big hugs and thanks to my darling lemony!!! No one can beat you in that! LOL. ^^
The one and only who will call and sing me a birthday song in the middle of the night. You made me diabetic. :) Thanks dear, love you!!! *MUAAACCKS*!!!


I just wanna come home listening to the night pass me by. (although I jolly well know that night doesn't produce any sounds). :)



It was such a tiring eve of birthday. Waking up to the noise of my alarm, dragged myself out of bed with sore muscles at 1030am, made my way down to Amoy St to work. Then to Acorn, then to HSBC.

I had a friend sitting right behind me for 3 whole hours. And I only managed to talk to him at the end of 3 hours.

"Andrew, I thought you look kinda familiar!"
"YEEAH, you too girl"
"Erm,..........."
"Are you from TPJC or sth? You're a sailor right?"

LOL. Had a really nice chat with the dude. Young chap... 18 years old. Can I turn back time?!!? I wanna be sweet sixteen forever.... *sings forever young, i wanna be... forever young*




"Hi, this is Huifen calling from Saffron Hill, you submitted your name for a focus grp ...."

"Hi, this is Huifen calling from Acorn marketing and research. We're conducting a research study on financial products and services ....."

"Hi, this is Huifen calling from HSBC. Do you have a minute to spare? I'm supporting a team of retirement specialists from HSBC ......"

"Hi, my name is Fernie. I'll be taking you through BodyPump, a great workout for strengthening and toning our body..... "


It feels funny to run to 3 different places, 3 different companies, but holding the same object. A PHONE. Is phone my lifetime partner??? But hopefully holding a bar with weights can be part of my life for long too. I had a few experiences having to hold back what I was gonna say. Too fast for my brain to react. I say Acorn when I'm at HSBC and vice versa.


Been feeling very down and much like some emo nut the past few days. Can't believe in the things i do. Like, cold-calling. I can't produce results. I can't even produce a number that can satisfy myself. Am I being too harsh to myself? Even my superior is happy with my results so far, but it's not enough. I swear emotions are gonna kill me. Tears were in my eyes when I speak to some people. You know, just normal convo... I can fucking hell cry. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?! Am I holding onto too much things? Am I killing myself slowly? But I though I just wanna keep myself occupied so I won't think so much... I thought I could do this...

Okay, shall stop all my emo nonsense!!! Tomorrow will be a better day! :) I'm blessed!